How much can happen in 2 months???

I’ve really missed blogging & getting comments from my readers…  which is what i really need right now, feedback…

 So the last couple of months here’s what’s been going on -

1. Soccer Season came and went (almost)
2. I got written up at work – for stupid shit.  (and I do mean stupid – like need to say Good Morning, Smile more, Visit w/ people at their desk)
3. Looked for a job.  Still can’t find anything.
4. Daycare deposited postdated check and overdrafted my account – twice.
5. Gained some weight.
6. Hurricane Ike came and went – Destroyed fence between us and neighbor.  It’s still not replaced. 
7. Our wonderful Pit bull, Budda died – we think he was poisoned. 
8. Had a miscarriage – took no time off work because I was too worried about being written up.  
9. Had a breakdown at work. 
10. Nailed interview.  Said I was ideal.  Two days later got a call they are having a hiring freeze. 
11. Found out my blood pressure is “elevated”.  Given Meds. 
12. Daycare charged $200 registration – it’s still not paid.
13. Broke out in severe acne.  All over my face.
14. Son lost only pair of glasses somewhere on the soccer field.  Still not replaced.
15. Rushed Hubby to ER due to partial paralysis in face.  Turns out it was not a stroke but Bell’s palsy.  Out $200 from visit and meds.  (worth it, but still was money I didn’t have)
16. Clipped the front corner of my car & ground effects and tore them up. 
17. The next day, while driving in the rain – a girl rear ended me and scraped my bumper.
18. Hubby being sued by collection agency for old debt.
19. Employed attorny to help us with lawsuit.
20. Caught a bad flu, now have lingering brochitis.
21. Haven’t cleaned house since I don’t know when.  Clean clothes all over the place that need to be folded & hung. 
22. Haven’t been able to sleep more than a couple of hours a night.  Everynight.

Athough these things seem to be small – they’ve been adding up.  I’m feel upset and depressed – which is not a surprise.  I’ve suffered from depression on and off since high school.  But lately i’ve been very grouchy and seem to be on the verge of tears.   Everytime I get a few bucks in my hand, they seem to fly right out of my hands.  I feel like I’m treading water…